Well I'll give it a day
see how I feel tomorrow
this requires change
and I'm not very impulsive
I wait in my brain
squinting at the signals
a missed opportunity is what I fear most.
So dim the lights down real fucking low. I'm upset with myself
bored into bed, possible scenarios form a nightmare.
Well there's gonna be some fucked up emotions,
deep regrets and awkward situations
everything about this screams, "wake up!"
You're not getting paid for your altercations
wearing you down constant evaluations
not from her, but from yourself
That's the worst kind- eats you from inside.